Friday, December 14, 2007

BAD WEEK vs BAD DAY

this whole week can consider as a very very bad whole week for me... especially today... no mood at all...i wondering what actually are they doing right now...why they just don't want to communicate in a right way...why they want me to pass this message and pass that message some time i m really sick of it...but i can't show any unhappy respond to them because i need them to do me a favor...gosh... i really hate myself acting like this...if it is last time...u wait long long also won't saw me talk with the person i dislike...THIS is IMPOSSIBLE for me to talk with the person i don't like...BUT now...i learn how to be more patience...learning the skills how to talk to the person u dislike at the same time make them though that 2of u can become good friends... i hope next coming weeks will be a better days for me...i don't wanna get involve into their any issues...i also don't wanna become a victims or become the hero (they told me hero always die first)... but if they blame me i also don't know what to say don't know how to tell...Hope everything will be fine and can being settle...

Christmas is around the corner...i so happy and very excited for this coming festive...i don;t know why just feel like can't wait for it...Christmas go where to count down?? go where to have our dinner...hahaha...is it too early to think of it???

Friday, November 30, 2007

I GRADUATED ALREADY......

me and Ms. Sue....



Me and my principal.....


Maggie and me after received the Cert from our principal....



me, chin chin and maggie.....



is me with chin chin's flowers and dolls hahahaha.....



Yeah.... yeah.... Finally..... kekeke.....



is me myself.....


is my sis and me....



is me and maggie....


is my aunty and me....


is me and my mom....


is me and maggie... only 2 of us from Sarawak attend the Convo at KL there....



is me with my sister, aunt and my mom


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yes.... finally i get my Degree already...muahahahaha...one of my friend asked me what i feel now... hmm... what actually i feel??? excited?? of course yes at the moment when i get the cert from my principal...proud?? absolutely... during the moment i wearing the gown walking in the stage to get my cert.... what my next plan?? find another better job?? your salary increase or not?? i am thinking wanna work in another place outside of Malaysia if possible... but can i make it?? is it the time for me to challenge myself?? am i have the qualification??? i really need some time to think to think for my future... what i really want...i hope i can become more stronger and stronger in any field...can i do it??? hahahaha... start dreaming again....

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Finally

Happy and very glad that i get my degree holder.... hahahahaha.... please don't laugh at me... is my first time i feel so happy and it seems like i am dreaming.... but if it is really a dream please don't wake me up.... kekeke... well will be attending my graduation ceremony this coming Saturday at KL Segi College at Kota Damasara... me and maggie with our family members will fly over to KL to join the ceremony a bit disappointed that ys and melissa can't attend the ceremony with us... very excited and really really happy... Grandma hope u will feel happy for my success.... really really miss u....

Monday, November 12, 2007

another new week...

yes is another new week came across.... yesterday just back from damai trip... although is not consider totally fun at all but at least i have the chance to fresh up my mind which i no need sit in front of the computer doing the stupid work again.... hahaha.... well actually i am not that workaholic at all is that i want to improve my standard cause i think that i am so lousy at all and can't compare with my colleagues... hehehehe...yes this is me kiasu and i admit it as well...hahaha...

meet with Bk's new bf...before we really meet and saw Bk's new bf for us he seems like "da nan ren" and a bit difficult for us to be friend with him... BUT for these passed 2days...the impression he gave to me is he can consider as friendly this is because he automatically great with us and talk with us although the time we all spend together are not that long but i think he can consider as OK larh not so bad as what we though...SH lost her jacket on the way we walked to our chalet yesterday...she try and try to find it but failed, and we also inform the receptionist is there any one pass them a jacket but the results is NO... yesterday night i asked her why she so kin teo about the jacket she said the jacket is very meaningful to her and she seems so sad to lost it... i asked her can tell the story about the jacket she said is P&C can't tell me...if she can't let go the jacket means that she can't let go of something which is important for her....

today is the 2nd week SH work as salesperson in my company...i dun know whether did she blame me or not...i know that is not that easy for a girl to become a salesperson but she told me that she want to try it and seems like a bit fun... but after 1 week trying she seems like tired and not satisfy with all the just called our company sales team's pr0cedure...yvonne asked me to comfort her and encourage her cause this is only her 1st week she still need some time to get use in this new environment which is totally different with her last job as office lady...well i hope that she can do it of course and do better than those salesperson in my company....

next week YS turn coming in my company joining the service department...will she satisfy?? i think sure she will have a lots of complain...hahahaha... want her to satisfy??? not that easy... how about me?? joining this company almost 1/2 years liaw...did i satisfy with them?? not at all... i just want to learn as much as i can and plan for further aim higher...

wish me and my friends good luck...

Thursday, November 8, 2007

do nothing to less down too over...

Damn!!! bad mood bad mood bad mood... am i done something wrong??? am i really too over till my own work/ job position??? i don't know why he did think of me like this?? if this is what he wish then i won't talk much and do much which for him is too over... and i never say that i am very smart and clever at all!!! cause i know that it couldn't be!!!! it is impossible to used the smart/clever words towards me.... i know my standard until where... i never trying to tell others people that i am so smart!!!! i learn... i learn from others people how they do it learn from their goods but ignore their bad... how come this will happen to me?? i can consider as very silent/quiet person in the office already what else you want me to do??? shut up and do the work only?? if there's any idea just keep quiet don't say it out??? what do you mean i am acting like a boss???? when??? !!!! I don't expect you to like me as i don't like your show off attitude as well but i still respect you as a senior.... and i never show any unrespect attitude towards you all... what do you mean Steven will feel unhappy with the mail i sent it out if he saw it??? i already send to him but he seems nothing at all... All this bull shit things only u the one say it out... what u expect me to do???

Monday, November 5, 2007

such a small world

what a small world... i though both of us wouldn't have the chance to meet anymore... furthermore i already left there although i know that he will be back...BUT i still meet him... GOD... you really threat me so good lerh isn't it i have to thank you for giving me such a good opportunity to meet him back... hehehe...

i am very very very sure he saw me... but i not sure whether he know that i saw him also?? haha.. i think he know i saw him also lol just pretending didn't saw him nia... I though BK won't recognize him anymore...who knows when she arrived and sat beside me... she already saw him and asked me whether did i know or not... i told her just pretend u don't know and didn't saw anything...whole afternoon BK saw him always "bio" at our table and told me that she feels like wanna go over his table and hit him... she asked me why i seems like nothing happened...i just smile at her ... well i also don't know what type of respond should i have... but at the moment i saw him i just feel nothing... i though i will be very sad but totally not at all... seems like i doesn't care about it anymore.... hahahaha.... seems he had back to kuching and i pls god don't always let me meet with him so often.... if possible better don't larh hor....

Friday, November 2, 2007

SicK...

Damn... sick for almost 1 week liaw still yet recover at all... flue,cough,no voice...all come in together...my god when people outside there offering their products also didn't offer buy 1 free 2... how come sick come this 1 then the 2nd and 3rd also all come in together...*Peng* please larh fast fast recover liaw if not next week when i go to damai there i can't eat delicious delicious sea food with my frends them lerh....i want eat crab, prawn, teck tang, sotong, what else what else hor... hmm... all the nice nice food i want to eat... CAN"T WAIT TO GO THERE....

Start from next week... SH will be working with me... be my colleague hehehe... but she work as Sales person... hmm... don't know whether she can handle it or not... cause is not that easy to become a sales person...ESPECIALLY for a GIRL...you know why cause our sales person ESPECIALLY GUY will LOOK DOWN on GIRL... haiz... hope she can handle it and beat down the bad sales men... plus oil SH... i will support!!!

Monday, October 29, 2007

last ang pow

2day is my ah ma first seven day... wake up early in the morning although i feeling not well but still followed my families went to my grandma's grave... cause heard from my mom this is their Hokkien's traditional on the first seven day must go to the grave and of course have to buy some foods, fresh flowers for the person who just passed away... after that we went to Tze yun again... and at night must go there to pray also... but my mom ask me don't go because i lost my voice and flue again...go there also can't pray...will keep coughing only...

well they just arrived home and my dad suddenly gave us angpow...my parents said is my ah ma want to give it to us one as the Chinese New Year ang pow for 3 yrs...when i received it from my dad, i just feel like unbelievable... i still remember that i ever watched indian's movie called "Kabi kushi kabi khan" ( i don't know how to spell it) in this movie there's a scene saying that the mother know that she will die after give birth...so she started to write 18 letters for her little baby as her birthday present until her 18yrs old birthday... so the first few years her dad will read the letter for her...after the baby girl know how to read and write... then she starting to read the letter by her own early morning during her birthday.... the ang pow my grandma gave to us make me think of this drama... the ang pow she gave us is for 3yrs.... after 3yrs no more ang pow from her...

ah ma...i will keep this last ang pow with me forever....miss u...

Thursday, October 25, 2007

再见了...

10月23日阿麻离开了我们。。。对我来说是今年最难忘的日子。。。那天她最终还是离开了我们,她到了一个很遥远的地方。。。很想念她。。。真的真的很想念她。。。更舍不得她。。。脑袋里都是她的倩影。。。难以忘记她那慈祥的笑容。。。 体贴的她总把我们照顾的无微不至。。。

离别真的让人感到伤悲。。。但离别使得她解脱一切的苦这也何尝不是件好事。。。虽然舍不得但也是要放手。。。阿麻。。。我真的很想你。。。每次去探望你时你都会和我们聊天...好笑的是每次我们知道要去探望你都不敢穿短裙/裤。。。因为你都会对着我们说:“穿长一点的比较美。。。”每一次的再见。。。你都会叫我们再来。。。可是那天的再见却没有机会听到你对我们说下次再来。。。也没有机会听见你向我投诉说我每次答应你过几天来探望你怎知是一个星期后。。。其实,我知道每一次的再见,是你对我们的不舍。。。每一次的再见你都害怕没有下一次。。。几个月前。。。老妈要我们探望你后悄悄的回不要和你说一声。。。因为她知道我们走后你又在房间那里哭了起来。。。

我从没想过你真的会离开我们。。。也没想到这么多的再见却真的没有机会再见。。。那一天。。。在你的耳旁对你说一声“麻,我走了,再见。。。” 无法张开双眼的你没有回答我。。那时真的很想念以前的你一边拉着我的手。。一边对我说:“还要再来喔。。记得还要再来。。。” 没想到那会是最后一次对你说再见。。。

希望在天国的你也一样过得很好。。。永远活在怀念中。。。

Thursday, October 4, 2007

TaDa~~~

I LOVE PENASONIC..... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..... OoPss... can i say so.... kekekekeke.....

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

HaPpy BeLatEd LanTerN fEsTiVaL

Happy Lantern/ Mid-Autumn Festival... hehehe... yesterday no mood so make me until forget is Mid-Autumn Festival...hehehe... we had steamboat dinner at our house yesterday nite... i ate a lot ate until very very very full...until now i still feels like wanna eat steamboat again....hiak...hiak... well will update the pics took with my crazy gangs while i received it all from my dearly YS hahaha.... LOL~~

oh ya... haiz... i washed my cloth just now...guess what??!! i washed it with my pairs of hand...lol~ our washing machine broke ki...sien... so i have to wash it use my own pairs of hand myself... MUMMY~~~ quickly go and look for a new one liaw... ~SOB~SOB~

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

MOODY~~~

MOODY~~ really moody... haiz.... sien...sigh... although is Mid-Autumn Festival but don't know why today just feel like moody...no mood to play at all... lucky yesterday night my friends them came over to my house to play the lantern... if they come today i think i also don't have the mood to play....

I worry about my grandma now... just now went to visit her after our dinner... she seems skinny than before... and her legs...haiz... both of each legs got small wound...is because of infection of the bacteria... my mom help her to change the cotton and apply some medic...at that moment... i was so upset...and feels like i am useless... can't help my grandma even she's pain but i can't do anything for her...my tears drop at that moment and i can't stopped it... and heard my grandma say dun go back home so fast... i will cry later after u guys back.... my heart very "sour" during that moment... T_T

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Lazy

懒惰的一天。。。
懒懒的坐在自己的工作岗位。。。
堆积如山的工作。。。
为何就是这么的懒惰。。。
天啊!天啊! 帮帮我吧!!!

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

is not blamming...

Well last month i received an order from my boss... he asked me to think an idea to promote our BRAND Air-Cont... i so excited about it when he asked me to do so... this is because is part of my dream job... but i am a marketing student, advertisement this subject i only touched just called it "front" level not till reach to the level on how to design and all those thing... BUT... luckily i discussed it with shieh li (she is an interior designer), my high school "sei tong" hehehehe...

So, that weekend i went to her house discuss with her about this ad... then i am the one use hand to draw and she helps me design it by using the computer...because of the time is too short for us we only can present this piece of art work to my boss, for the computer art work it needs about 1 week to finish it....

The next day... after the meeting i passed up this piece of art work to my Boss, but the first word he said to me is "PC, actually i'm wrong, supposedly i no need to ask you to think about the idea and the designation for this advertisement cause we can ask KK branch there to help us do it...hmm... ur idea is not bad is creative...but then what i want is something can directly transfer the message to the consumer that what promotion we are doing right now...."

Gosh... actually what he told me at the back there i totally can't listen it up... i just feel like there's black crow on the top of my head... i had spend a lot of time???idea???put a lot of effort???on this matter....the results come out is...u talked a lot of just called it "rubbish" to me... oh my dear Boss...next time please larh think first before u say it out... maybe you don't know that wanna come out with an idea and the art work is not that easy as you think...there's a lot of hidden process that u don't know...who knows what you had said already banned my idea...all my efforts being rejected by you with that simple sentences cames out from your mouth...suddenly i feel so sad...i so moody... i totally don't have any mood at all!!! I called shieh li and told her that our idea is not work...i don't know how to explain to her...but lucky she also understood my feelings at that time...

By the way... thanks for giving me the chance to learn how to create a advertisement's art work... i do learn a lot of things that i don't know.... and I have to thanks to Shieh Li... thanks for her to giving ideas as well and also help me do some amendment on this art work....



this is the result of what me and shieh li had discussed....is not that bad larh hor...

Sunday, September 2, 2007

congratulations to my dear YS

yesterday... I have a mission that is to make my dear honey YS touching... hehehe... don't know why i like to make others people feel touching and warm... hehehe... OK... why i wanna do like that... because yesterday is her CONVO... since she had told me when's her CONVO i think 1 month ago...and i almost forget about it...but on friday night she told me that Saturday she no need to work...i asked her why..and said cause she have to arrive at Hilton on 12.30pm...then make me remember back Saturday is her CONVO...On Saturday morning... I msg SH and told her today is YS CONVO ask her whether she want to go or not... and yet the ans she gave to me is OK...

And continue to my plan...
1st step
sms her : ys ur convo at where?? what time will finish???
her replied : at Hilton lerh... dun noe until wat time wor...
sms her : o... around wat time will finish lerh???
her replied : maybe 5pm gua... y??
my replied : O...coz 1na go out lata... call you sms u and confirm with u again lata k...

2nd step
after confirmed the venue & time of the convo from her i msg SH again and tell her around what time i going to fetch her....

3rd step
4pm sharped arrived at SH's house as i had promised... then we go down to Jalan Padungan there... arrived at the Lavender around 4.15pm to choose the flower... SH chosen sunflower and i had chosen lily...it cost us RM25.00 each... we never bought any flowers before so we don't whether it's expensive or not...but both of us think that it's worth larh...because the flowers really pretty and huge...hahahaha....very nice actually....

4th step
4.30pm we parked our car in front of the GOAL there and walk to Hilton... on the way to Hilton, we have to make sure YS still at there, cause we saw a lots of the student are going back home... so i call and call and call... but... she yet to ans my call... i call till my hp battery flat...then i use SH's hp to call...

when we reached Hilton there we meet Mei Guan (my coursemate)
PC:Hi mei guan is YS still there??
MG:YS??? she left already liaw...
PC & SH:HAR...y she left so early....(but my 6th sense told me that YS still there...so i keep call her)
Finally she ans my call,
PC:where are u now??
YS: i now at Hilton's Lobby lerh, wanna go back home liaw...
PC:not yet finish kok har... still at lobby ar....(pretend pretend wanna ask her go out lim teh)
YS: where u guys wanna go?? where are u guys now??
PC: no lerh dun know where to go... (as we arrived in the lobby's front door we saw her talking on the phone and we appeared in front of her)
YS: wei... y u guys are here....
PC & SH: surprise lerh... hahahahaha....happy or not??
SH: touching lerh... cry liaw cry liaw....
YS: very touching... really touching ar... (then she start to cry liaw)

hahahahaha.... so yesterday mission considered successes!!!



this is my pretty babe~~ bravo g@l...congratulations to u...



she received the flowers from us and cried....



is me and YS....



is YS & SH



3 of us....



big or not the flowers???

Saturday, September 1, 2007

is BK birhtday!!!!

AUG LAST DAY~~ is a very meaningful day for all the Malaysian...but is more meaningful for my dearest friend... BK!! told you all already this AUG lots of people birthday... hahaha.... during this last day of this month... we planned to go Damai beach...but then BK's mom said that is seven half month so she not allow her go to beach...then we changed our plan lol... Luckily BK have Plan A & B, since Plan A is out already...hehehe...then we go to the Plan B...

Plan B is we had our dinner at BDC Tian Shun Restaurant...First time went there...the foods there can consider not bad...hehehe... but the service a bit er....er....

BK... actually me and BK know each other since primary school, but we are not from the same class until high school, we being arrange in the same class during our form 4 & form 5... BK is a girl who are very care of her friend...when there's something that we need her help sure she will help...

Well finally this girl had reached 22 also...i really hope that all those things that she worry about she can find a better way to solve it...hope that she can happy always...Girl happy birthday again...





before start our dinner we took some pics with the birthday girl...



TADA~~~the only guy...hehehe he's Austin



this is what we had ordered~~ nice lerh...



the birthday cake for BK



Here you are birthday girl~~~



Gods, really thanks for giving me such a cheerful friends....



i blowing...i blowing...



hehehehe....



Punishment.....




Group photo...hope that we will still have the chance group together next time....

Friday, August 31, 2007

ah ma er sei ji...

recently...all my blog is regarding birthday...hahahaha...ya...this AUG really lots of people i meet, i know birthday in this month... Well today is the birthday for the one of the most important person in my life... that's my GRANDMA!!!

Yes today is my grandma's 93yrs old birthday.... she's a very old old lady... can called her lao nenek...kekekeke.... my grandma can't walk she only can sit on the whale chair and even need my aunt and my mom help her take bath... my grandma getting older and older sometime she even can't recognise or remember all her grandson and granddaughter... she only can recognise her own children and her son/daughter-in-law...

although her memory is not that good...but every time people who gave her ang pow is more important than everything...hahahaha...she will more concentrate on the ang pow than the person who give the ang pow to her.... wahahahaha.... she's really a bit money face hor... kekekeke... sorry larh grandma... kidding only.... no joke no fun right... i know u guys will said that y i so no big no small... sorry larh... i only say say nia....hehehehehe

ok back to my grandma's story... i still remember that, when i was still in primary school...every day after the school time, mom will send me and my devil sis to my grandma's house...we will eat at there, take our nap and do our homework there.... And my lovely grandma will make milo + roti and called me and my devil sis go upstair there and eat it for our hi-tea... i still remember my grandma always will say "lim, mei mei lim...shio shio lim jia ho...jia eh ba borh...kok ai borh..." then me and my devil sis will said "ah ma, jin jia shio lerh...ba liao ba liao...wa mai liaw..."

and sometime, when my dad is outstation, she also will accompany my mom at my dad's shop... hehheehe... but that's was long long time ago liaw... now even ask her where's my dad's shop she also can't remember... my grandma, if the incidents didn't happened for the past 8 yrs she would not so suffer only can use the whale chair for so many years...maybe this is fate... we can't change it... no matter how it's already happened and we all have to accept it... so grandma happie birthday to you again ya... we all hope that can help celebrate birthday again next time....


this is my grandma... see she is trying to curi makan...hahaha...



this is my niece... she's the first one start to eat....



my mom is feeding my grandma... she's really old and skinny...



how come u all eat liaw... i still don't have my food...my little nephew finding his food....



yummy yummy~~



my aunt...she looks so hungry...



hey mom don't u know that while eat while talking is not a good habits???



choose what i like faster...if not later take by the others... my dear fatty dad...kekeke



OoPss.... being caught by me....



don't know why they like my fatty daddy so much...



yeap... is the tiramisu cake i bought for my grandma



another chocolate cake made by my cousin...biao jie....hehehe...



er... hello... what are you guys doing???



ah ma... we are singing the birthday song for you larh....



family pics...eh...ma... lu kua ki to lok???



eh...cha bo kia...what you want me to do now??



ah zo...let me help you to blow the cake ya....



i blow liaw....yippie....hehehehe...



o...ok... cut the cake....



faster liaw... don't make me wait so long larh ....



yesh... is me and niece....



is me and my ah ma....ma... lu kua ki to lok kok??? hahaha...