Friday, May 30, 2008

顺其自然

我的心平静了下来...
一切顺其自然就好...
不要强求那么多...
自自然然的就好...
真的...
就这样...
平平静静...
不要想那么多...
就这样的...
顺其自然就好了...

Monday, May 26, 2008

四川大地震

四川大地震,很震惊,很恐怖。。。每天都有不停的报道相关的新闻。。。骇人啊!这一秒还在快快乐乐的怎知小一秒大楼高塌,死伤无数,家破人亡,连住的地方都成了问题。。。惊慌,忙乱。。。当人们还在忙着倒数;为澳林匹克作准备的当儿,汶川传来这么震惊的消息。。。到今天,死伤的人数还在增加,更令人气愤的是,竟然有人趁慌乱的时候,拐卖婴儿,离谱的是为了避免别人的起疑竟然以喂食安民药。。。天啊!现在的人实在是坏到不行啊!

相信人定胜天吗?也许当你做坏事时,这可能用不上场,但是,在积极拯救,播款我却相信人定胜天。。。老天爷,请帮帮忙。。。他们已经很可怜了。。。不要再由舍么天灾人祸的降临于他们吧!原还在等待被救/发现的受害者们请坚持你们的信念。。。原与家人失散的朋友们,能早日与家人团聚,原还在加护病房的受害者们能早日康复,原一切都能尽快的回到了原点。。。期望你们一切安好。。。我会在这里帮你们祈祷。。。

Sunday, May 25, 2008

爆了。。。丢脸死了。。。。

爆了爆了,终于忍不住而爆了。。。想也想不到我自己竟然会那么的对脸。。。也许是真的压力太大了吧。。。终于忍不住结果爆了。。。

这是我在他们的面前,第三次连眼泪,第一次是因为被某某人的冷言冷语和讽眼讽语,那还好,因为只是流下几滴的眼泪。。。第二次是因为接到妹妹的电话说外婆离世了,这又激起我的眼泪哭得简直和泪人没设么两样。。。第三次,这次是因为承受以久的压力,加上外界的批评,郫视的眼神,忍工不是怎么好的我,终于在最后一天晚上,最后一个时刻,当全场的人要上飞机场时,当我的任务已经完成过后,肩膀在顿然之间轻了许多,那种感觉难以形容,此时的我眼泪不知怎么明明主人并无使唤他们出来,结果出来过后,根本不想回家。。。一直不停不停的流呀流呀,天啊!丢脸死人啦!大家都忙着安慰我,问我是设么事情。。。忙着叫我不要哭。。。可是我的眼泪就是收不回,他就像水龙头里的水开了难以复收。。。真的是自己的压力太过得大了。。。也许是因为这样,那几天根本没有一餐是正餐能够吞的进去的...现在的我,真的真的很想很想吃一餐好吃的。。。最好是海鲜大餐。。。哈哈哈哈。。。

可是呢,最值得一提的是,经过这次的策划,从中学习到很多很多。。。负的责任也越来越大。。。在这个过程中呢也长大不少。。。这也是成长的过程吧。。。很高兴,这次努力也得到一些些人的赞同,至于那些给与批评多于赞同的,我也只好吸取这些批评来改进改进。。。

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谢谢你给予我们的鼓励。。。



我在那里做舍么呢? 我也不懂也。。。嘻嘻。。。




疯狂的游戏。。。展现身材。。。。哈哈哈。。。。


我和ys...哈哈哈哈。。。



我和我的伙伴。。。谢谢有你。。。



高人与我。。。



难得一聚。。。



像一家人吗?哈哈哈哈。。。。



有人说我们很像。。。会吗?




这位仁兄每次都说我憨憨的。。。其实他才是最好骗的。。。哈哈哈。。。。

Thursday, May 22, 2008

no title #1

Im back!!! but then im tired lerh... *SWEAT* ok... my company Seminar + Annual dinner just over... and i think it is really like shit lol... no others words for me to describe...hehehehe.... but then i still received some of the praising words saying we had done a good job...just some of them really like to complaint this and that...no choice...ppls' mouth is at their face but then not with us so we can't control them what they want to say...

anyway...thank god it's all over already...now i have to start busy do all the things after the meeting and even have to plan for our next marketing campaign... won't let u noe more details here...but then u may read newspaper and u will get it then....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

我和他们不同

是不是人一旦遇到了瓶颈,就会想要退缩?每一次遇到工作上有点不如意时,就会想这是我要的吗?为何会这样?面对不一样的同事就要有不一样的面目,很难啊。。。也很辛苦。。。也许一直以来的我都是直性子,不懂得拐弯抹角,一最真的一面,自己的那一面,最真的自己。。。但是,不是每个人都会接受这样的我。。。这些日子以来,有时真的很厌倦自己这样的伪装,讨厌要对鬼说鬼话的我。。。明明就不喜欢,但是时却要装到很像很好的样子。。。真的很辛苦。。。可不可以做回真正的我。。。还有请不要低估我的办事能力,也不要怀疑,更不要把我们和那些无知识分子,思想像长不大小孩一样挂上等号拜托可以吗?

也许,你可以用骗小孩子,哄小孩子的那一招来对付他们,可是非常的抱歉,我不吃这一套。我的人很直队就是对错就是错,不可以就是不可以,不要用我的原则来说我对salesman们不敬这是你放众他们。

在给我多一年的时间。。。我会用尽接下来的时间来证明一切,然后再对你们说再见。。。不留人。。。相信我自己可以的。。。

Friday, May 9, 2008

i been complaint...

Recently really busy...my work... and my youth thing...but then i rather i have a busy life instant of nothing to do and almost boring till die de life...hahaha....please don't get it wrong it's really means nothing...kekekeke...

Well yesterday, me and wn get complaint by some one...at first we don't know... our boss just asked us next time when go to meet some one don't spend too much time out side there... then we told him that actually after we meet with Valentine we had our discussion at jade port... the reason we had our discussion there is because we only can finalize our thing there and sure cannot finalize our things at office... there will be a lot of interruption, from HQ calls, Sabah calls, salesman calls, eh eh eh can u check for me this this this, eh eh eh is it like this merh... how may sets u wan u say... give me ur selling price see i can do it for u or not... dude... in this situation how can we finalize our thing how ?? pls tell us how??

After came our from my boss room, yvonne asked me where we go, meet with who, discuss about what... then i tell her.. suddenly she said to me yesterday got some one complaint me and wn... said 2 of us going out for so long to our boss... then i asked her who? but then she said i supposed to know...i guess is salesman them lol... cause i think maybe they want me to do something for them but then they failed to look for me...so that's why they complaint...if salesman complaint then i still ok...but then she said is not salesman wor... then i asked her who lerh...i really can't think of it liaw... then she said is a female and u should know who's the one liaw... wow...female...i never think of a female will complaint me...maybe the girls complaint me ber song me for such a long time liaw gua then use this chance to shoot me and wn at the back there...

haiz... what to say if they want to complaint i also cannot do anything... the mouth is with them not with me and wn...what they want to say we also cannot control...just let it be...this morning, yvonne said if that girl complaint again then everything ask that girl to do it...ngaiti...and i think that girl who complaint us a bit no brain lol she though organize and event is so easy merh...she though use mouth to say say then can liaw har...if it is really easy like that then she herself go and do it lol...see how expert she's...yvonne said only the people who is really free bo shu zho baru find something to do-->> complaint.... why she don't want to use the time properly to do her own work but then use the time to complaint this and that... then i tell yvonne that 有人的地方就会有是非 then yvonne said especially 有女人的地方 hahahaha... me and wn really hope that all this thing will going smoothly and hope that the Annual Dinner we planned will success...pls guys... pls do pray for me....especially ys ya...u have to support me...hahaha....no choice... u have to...kekekeke.... :P

Thursday, May 1, 2008

my holiday...

A busy day... yeap 2day is a busy for me too...hahaha...although is busy but then i enjoy it, it is because i had spent my whole day in a very meaningful way....yeah....

this morning i wake up around 7sumthing... then sy came over to my house fetch me to her house...cause she asking for my help to do sandwich which we want to prepare for the old folk, help her to make the sandwich and cook barley...

we finished prepare all the foods and drinks around 11am then rush back to ci yun for our 2nd leadership camp meeting... glad that all of the committees attend the meeting and only 2 of the committees were not in kuching absent only....

after our meetings we went to the lions nursing house...while we arrived there we need to wait for sister lim for almost 1/2hour...what really take her so long from her house to the place she work? i though she supposedly stayed there to wait for us (cause we did write her a letter and telling her that on when, around what time we will visit them). After a "short" wait for her, finally we saw her "庐山真面目" and she invite all of us go into a conference room and give us a short talk. Well according to sister Lim... the 90% of the old folk there are sick most of them get diabetics, Sister Lim told us that the old folk which stay at there is not that because of their family or their loved one don't wan to take care of them anymore...is because of their age are over 80's, 90's and some already reach they age 100's, when they reach this age definitely their own children won't be that young and they themselves also need some one to take care of them...so maybe because of this their grand children send them to the lions nursing home which is fully nursing, with trained/registered/professional nurse give them the professional nursing services like injection, tube feeding, help them to bath and so on...so that there have some one others can take care of them. Sister Lim also told us that if their family members didn't come over to visit them in 2weeks time they will keep calling them and ask them to come over...they encourage them to come often visit the old folk, they needs love/cares by their family...in the Lions nursing house, there are 56beds but then all of the bed are occupied...

after that, Sister Lim brought us to their kitchen and we get our foods and drinks prepared there...after that we been divided into 2groups which half of us go over to the female place, and another half go over to the male place... what we had seen is some of them are very healthy... but then lots of them are sick...even cannot wake up just can lay on the bed and waiting for people to feed them... when i saw them it remind me of my grandma again...and i also get the chance to feed one of the old folk feed them the sandwich and the drinks...at that moment i feel that i am really lucky and glad that when my grandma still alive i had the chance to have such close movement with her...we did sang few old songs to them, like 甜蜜蜜,小城故事,朋友 to them and they are very touching even some of them start crying there...and keep asking us to go over to visit them next time...

although is a holiday every one enjoy it spend their time with their friends, shopping around, watch movies...but then although it is a busy holiday and a totally different holiday for me ... and i do enjoy the things that i had did for this whole day...a charity work you will really enjoy it and feel happy when u do get yourself on it....