this whole week can consider as a very very bad whole week for me... especially today... no mood at all...i wondering what actually are they doing right now...why they just don't want to communicate in a right way...why they want me to pass this message and pass that message some time i m really sick of it...but i can't show any unhappy respond to them because i need them to do me a favor...gosh... i really hate myself acting like this...if it is last time...u wait long long also won't saw me talk with the person i dislike...THIS is IMPOSSIBLE for me to talk with the person i don't like...BUT now...i learn how to be more patience...learning the skills how to talk to the person u dislike at the same time make them though that 2of u can become good friends... i hope next coming weeks will be a better days for me...i don't wanna get involve into their any issues...i also don't wanna become a victims or become the hero (they told me hero always die first)... but if they blame me i also don't know what to say don't know how to tell...Hope everything will be fine and can being settle...
Christmas is around the corner...i so happy and very excited for this coming festive...i don;t know why just feel like can't wait for it...Christmas go where to count down?? go where to have our dinner...hahaha...is it too early to think of it???
