Wednesday, December 9, 2009

恋人未满

这首歌就像现在的我和他~

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴

为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我 比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上 恋人未满
甜蜜心烦 愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样Align Center
我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点点 就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点 我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友
再向前一点点 我就会点头
再冲动一点点 我就不闪躲
不过三个字 别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口 你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对

我不相信
都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你



Friday, November 27, 2009

我很烦

我很烦!!!!!! 烦

Thursday, November 26, 2009

给你的话语2~

你还没醒来~ 我知道的。。。
你还在陶醉他那些甜言蜜语
他那些加了蜜糖的话语你有没有想过其实他同时也对着另一个讲着同一番话。。。
醒来吧我的朋友~
早点清醒,早点离开他。。。
不要再当他的傀儡任他摆布。。。 好吗?

Monday, November 23, 2009

给你的话语~

到底他几时才能停止游戏?
再这样下去会只会把身边爱他们的人伤得更深~~~
若他真的是个好人,就不会这样的背叛爱着他的她~
所以,他比我们想象的还要复杂~~
朋友,我不希望你受到伤害。。。
因为不值得!!
我很希望该死的他会得到报应!!!
我不忍心看你一步步的在伤害爱着你的他。。。
他那无私的付出,换来的是你的背叛。。。
他很无辜~
相比之下爱着你的他远远比背叛他的爱人和你在一起的他好的很多很多。。。
他能对现在的她不忠,也能对你不忠。。。
每次大家都会说要珍惜眼前人~
但是,每次都要等到失去后才后悔。。。。
我不希望你也是如此。。。
你何时才能清醒?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

还能真的相信爱情吗?

何为爱情。。。。
真正的爱情能维持多久?
身旁的朋友渐渐的爱情都出了问题。。。
还能真的相信爱情吗?

最近,身边的最亲朋友虽然他没讲可是我猜应该是他和他的另一半感情起了变化这么多年的感情了还经不起考验这意味着着什么呢?
还能真的相信爱情吗?

彼此都有着另一半但却还要瞒着另一半出轨,然后对另一半的抱怨越来越多。也许这只是让自己出轨的心比较安定,在一起这么久现在才数落对方的不好实在有点讲不过去。。。。
这还能真的相信爱情吗?





Saturday, October 31, 2009

301009

although yesterday is nt a good day for me..... but when i looks around my frens them... as long as they happy then i will happy oso....i try to do and to give the best to my friends them....and i try even im nt in a good mood i oso won't let my stupid bad mood to influence my frens them....instead of wan me myself in a bad mood or want the others to had a bad mood together with me? i will choose d 1st 1...coz there's no point i want my frens them having d same bad/sad mood with me... wat for rite?! ^^

it's kind of happy to have them around me, they lighthen my world... i really do love my frens....and as i promise to myself... not going to choose a very pack schedule to have an outhing with my frens them... this might will spoilt the fun of the outing day... especially on friday nite and saturday noon time... really sorry for them for not meeting them in time... half way go away etc.. and also sorry to my fren for last minutes asked u not to buy movies ticket....

Friday, October 30, 2009

bad mood on friday

although is friday... but me don't have any good... my mood spoil....

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

我的人生真的是越来越戏剧化

我的人生真的是越来越戏剧化。。。
My life really has become increasingly dramatic...

电视的情节都一一的发生在我的身上,仿佛一瞬间成了某部电视剧的女主角。。。
TV's plot are all occurred on me, just like i had became the main female character for a series in a sudden...

昨天我可爱漂亮大方的高跟鞋的鞋跟断了,只乘另一边是好的。。。
Yesterday, i broke my pretty generous cute high heels' heel and only left the other side in a good condition...

这种情节很难想象会发生在我的身上,可惜的是上天并没有安排一个英雄来给我,可怜的我啊!电视/电影情节都会有英雄来拯救女主角的啊!可惜就我没有 =‘(
Is hard to imagine that this will happen to me, it is a pity that God did not arrange for a hero to me, poor me ah! for the TV / movie plot, there will be a hero to save the heroine, But sadly, I do not have one ='(

接下来,厉害的啦。。。
following happens more geng...

性骚扰的简讯也给我来啦。。。。 这么好康。。。 再再接下来该不会我被那传性骚扰简讯的变态给跟上然后很戏剧化的我被先奸后刹?
here comes for the Sexual harassment sms, So many goodies. . . how about the next coming will it keep up with a very dramatic then i was raped and brake?

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

他们的故事2(完结篇)

他们的故事进展到了分手~
惊爆吧! 连我都没想到。。。 会演到这一幕。。。
是他向她提出分手的。。。 以为两人会这样的纠缠不清。。。
但,她却默默的答应。。。
没有泪水,没有吵架声。。。
就这样昨天还在一起的两个人,今天已经成为了陌路人。。。
可想,最伤心的莫过于她了吧!
而他,到最后两头不到岸。。。
也许是自食其果吧!

两人的爱情故事里出现了第三者就这样的被画上了休止符。
试问有谁愿意被另一伴给出卖?
又试问有谁又愿意再次接受有过瑕疵的爱情?

人家都说经得起考验的爱情比什么都来得真~
可是又有谁真的能经得起这种种的爱情考验呢?
所以,我不喜欢读小说,因为那些故事情节都是在骗人的。。。

Friday, September 25, 2009

今天的我们。明天的你

今天的我们,又再次的把你牵进我们的话题里了。。。。 大半年,你的一通讯息,一通电话,一句问候。。。都不曾出现在我们的手机里。。。。我们都很好奇到底为何你会那么的忍心。。。。

不通,不通,我们都想不通。。。终于我们还是先开口约你吃饭。。。而你也答应了。。。这么的豪爽。。。

今天的我们带着期待的心盼望着你的回讯。。。
明天的你会带着怎样的心情与我们赴约。。。
你还是以前的你吗?答案很显然。。。只是我们还抱着希望。。。。。。。。。。。

Thursday, September 24, 2009

我是自私的~

繁重的心情有种不祥的预感... 这种感觉已经有好几个星期了. 我这下应该怎样做才是.虽然他没说可是我是知道的,只是在装蒜而已. 我这样是自私吗?我真的不懂我到底是怎么啦...每次遇到这样的问题时它实在是让我束手无策.我对他人苦诉我现在的困境,难处很想找到解决的方案,可惜明明知道不该如此,但是我还是不懂得如何处理是好.

很巧的我们这几天似乎都有意的在避开对方,其实我真的不想这样....感觉我们之间的无所不谈现在都像有点陌生.只怪我们在不对的时间相遇.....这大半年来的相处,你给我的感觉很实在,教会了我很多东西....很多美好的时光,有时偶尔会浮现在我的脑海里....你对我的好,不是我无动于衷,我是感受得到的...只是我不懂得如何是好....所以说真的我是自私的对吧!

相信我们之间问题的存在使我们顾虑很多很多....这其实也是我们在逃避问题的所在....无论结果是怎样,我都不再让自己从犯以前的错误,希望也能成为好朋友......

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

他们的故事

我看到了他们感情里虚假的一面。。。
看到了明知道有问题存在的感情他们竟然还要在那里自欺欺人。。。。

我感觉到了那女主角。。。
很努力的在他们感情里继续的在付出。。。
也感觉得到她在痛苦里试着寻找以往的快乐。。。
她。。。真的可以像以前那样幸福快乐吗?


我感觉到了那男主角。。。
很努力的在掩饰他出轨的那一幕。。。
也感觉得到他现在心里时时刻刻惦记的已不是伴在他身边的这一个。。。
他。。。陷在痛苦之中还要装着若无其事。。。


她。。。
让我看到了她对爱的执著。。。
让我看到了她对爱无私的付出。。。
让我看到了她对他的爱是那么那么的深。。。


他。。。
让我看到了他对她的自私。。。
让我看到了他对她的不忠。。。
让我看到了他对她的爱其实只是这样而已。。。


在爱情的世界里是自私的
可是这样的自私换来的只有让身边的另一半更痛苦那又何必呢。。。

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

无题

最近买了一个小叮当铁盒的糖果。。。舍不得吃。。。 刚刚心情有点不好。。。 很想让他帮我快乐起来。。。 所以我把它开了。。。。 小叮当。。。。。。。帮我实现所有的愿望。。。。。 可以吗?

Friday, August 21, 2009

马六甲游记(1)

马六甲我来了~ 长了这么的大,还是第一次踏进马六甲这片土地~ 很陌生,有很熟悉的感觉。陌生是因为人生地不熟想不到自己那么的有勇气和另外两个小女生一起游玩马六甲。。。。对我来说是一个很大的突破,因为在自己的家 乡都未必会认路,而且偶尔还会糊涂搞迷路。。。哈哈哈~



Winne 和我~

其实,回来之后才发现马六甲有点像小村庄,不应该不能用村庄来比喻它,应该怎么说呢。。。小镇吧~

它就好像每次在戏里所演的一样,像现在ntv7晚间的连续剧家在大山岜一样很写实,那种感觉很真恨真。


那里古老的建物屋还保留的很好,完美无缺


那里的建筑物都保留得很好,完美无缺。整条街的建筑物都保留着以前的风格,就算有粉刷过,那里的居民都没有把他们给重拆,只是修修补补。马六甲成了遗产地,是值得赞叹,不像我的家乡,老店都拆得拆,感叹啊~

其实呢,那里给我一个亲切感,整条街任你走动,不会迷路,就像是我家乡的甘密街那一带一样。不过它比这里巴刹的街还要大得多。。。而且那里都是以华人居民营业的店面较多,给人很安全的感觉。。。反之这里的印度街反而是我最避忌的因为太杂乱了。

穿 过一条条街,真的都是华人居多,两排长长的店有古董店、饮食店、跟上潮流的礼品店、衣服店、饼干店、让我很有亲切感的药店。。。。哈哈哈~很多很多。。。 那时的我们在想,像他们这样会不会丑事喜事都是这样的从这条街传到另一条街,说谁谁的女儿和那家什么什么店的孩子拍拖啦~ 哪条街的什么店的老板的孩子终于大学毕业了~ 等等等。。。



寺庙,印度庙和回教寺院


穿越过那几条街,顿时看到了印度庙,寺庙以及回教寺院。听那里的人说,印度庙和回教寺院还不比这间神庙来得早~ 神庙已经有百多年的历史了~






这 是一间很壮观的寺庙,以为说还满小的寺庙怎知已进到里面真的是麻雀虽小五脏俱全啊!里面的香火很旺盛,许多信徒都来这里拜拜,祈求神明的保佑。里面还供 奉了居民们祖先的神祖牌,耳朵轻轻传来南摩阿弥陀佛的圣号,非常的庄听。进入安奉神祖牌的那一扇门,还依然保留着门揽。自小就听大人们的叮咛,必须跨过门 揽而不 是踩过门揽的习俗终于派上用场了。里面的雕刻一物一影都非常的入神,很真实手工也很精致。



三寸金莲

三 寸金莲,很小的时候就已经听过这过名词很多遍。优记得有位远亲,妈妈都叫我们叫她为老麻,她有着一双三寸金莲,印象中曾经看过老麻裹着白布的双脚,那时小 所以只敢在老麻房门外远远的看。。。 这感觉上好像是昨天的才发生的。。。 这家店的老板,已经是传承了第三代。所有的三寸金莲的鞋子都是以手工,一手一手的制成,老板他不止制做三寸金莲的鞋子,他还有做娘惹的鞋,小小的珠串在一 起拼成的花纹都是他一手一手慢慢的缝。。。心想,当时的人为了嫁入豪门都不惜从小裹小脚,庆幸自己现在生长在这么一个文明的时代。老板还说,他们那边就只 有他做这行了,所以有很多人都会向他定购,娘惹鞋需要花一两个星期来完成。这间手工鞋店至今还能传到第三代真的好不容易~试问他还能传承到几代呢?真希望 这门学艺不会失传。




巴巴和娘惹的家


听 说小娘惹这部连续剧就是在这里拍摄的。这间真的是以前马六甲有钱人的家,他们都是是巴巴和娘惹的家族,后来粉刷装修再把它变成酒店,并且保留着里面所有的 东西包括迎燕厅,井,牛车。。。。。。迎燕厅里面住着燕子,是真的燕子不是假的,仔细一看你会发现燕子在那里摇动。那口井也随着这家屋子的年龄成长,至今 里面还有水源,后来的人把它铺上饮水思源字眼我想应该是希望后辈们应饮水思源吧!我很喜欢他们的后院,从下面看以看上去房间的地方原本是没有任何的屋顶是 空的,下雨时走过会被雨淋,为了方便他们盖了透明的屋顶使住客可以享受,听见下雨的声音和我们是那么的亲近,晚上时还可以在里面抬头一望便看得到月亮与星 星,那感觉实在是太棒了。



古城


来 到了古城,原以为只有这一道墙,怎知一走进去原来穿越过这道墙后有一条很长很长很高很高的梯阶。心想我的天啊!这么的高爬到来都累死了。。。。。。经过我 们的小讨论一番后,终于决定已经来到这里了,如果没有上去看看这岂不是浪费。所以我们便带着忐忑的心一步步向上爬。还好,一路上,看到了摆放在旁边的水彩 风景画,很美很漂亮。也忘了爬了多久到达了顶峰,从上面往下往,我们看到了马六甲的美景,更看到了eyes of Malaysia它真的离我们很远很远~

陈旧的古城,有如岁月不留人一样,留下的只有痕迹和历史。。。。。。里面有一位驻唱歌手和他的一把吉他,就这样的弹唱了起来为他的三餐而成为街头艺人。这位驻唱歌手,很凶没给钱他,他会骂你的很坏。。。


待续。。。

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

happy holiday

it's such a long time didn't update my blog... been letting it here for 1month? hahahaha... is it too lazy or nothing for me to write? hmm.... there's a lot of excuses for me not keep blogging... i found out that i really a very emo gal in my blog here.... i shouldn't be that emo.... ^^

just came back from a short vacation---> trip to malacca v^_^v... although it was short but it is a fun trip... will upload the photo soon and share with u guys hehehe......

Thursday, July 2, 2009

烦......................................................................

若一切就如我所猜测的话,我应该感到高兴还是。。。。。。

若是真的我应该怎么办?

烦。。。。 这下我可烦了。。。。。。。。。。 真是自找的。。。。 活该!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Hate!!!

I hate ppl who are just so irresponsible!!!! never listen to others ppl needs..... what they really want.....

SPC... be more strong.... u can... believe urself....

Thursday, May 14, 2009

happy happy happy ^^

A very happy morning to u all.... Again~ i not blogging for almost 1 month? should be.... hehehehe...

2day in kuching is a cloudy day.... very happy with the weather out there ^^ this is because of the Hot weather continuously for almost 1month also? i can't remember when's the hot weather started but i know it's ended yesterday and today because of such a good weather i had a very wonderful mood~ hehehehehe....

Besides the weather which caused me had a good mood... another things that i want to share with u all is that early of the year i been choosen as the OC as our youth mid year camp....Actually i don't like it at all... very stress to hold meeting, have to make sure everythings well prepared going smoothly... when everything are just doing well the most thing i worried about is the numbers of the participants...last month there's only 22forms that we received our target participants are 80pax is a bing range...BUT now~ wuhoo~~~~ there's more than 80pax had joined d camp... im damn damn damn happy.... HAhahahahaha....

So now, i have to make sure everything, every part, every programme will go smoothly...Oh my dear buddha pls give me the power... pls help me... i hope that this camp will be perfet camp compare to last time... because it will be the last camp i be the OC i wish that everything that i want will be in the camp... no regret....

Friday, April 17, 2009

no one can help

i have a very hard feeling today... don't know why, my mood become down and down and down... something make me very worry i really don't know what i want.... No one can help.... not even me myself can help....

I feel like wanna scream or shout out loud loud!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SPC!!!! WHAT U REALLY WANT???!!!!!

i don't know...........................................................................................

Thursday, April 16, 2009

my 1st day

it's been such a long time didn't update my blog.... hahaha... is not that im very busy with my career.... is LAZY WORM always stop me to update my blog....

Today is my first day start my new job... i really don't know whether i really had make a right decision or not... BUT some one told me before "don't regret on any decision u had make...." Ya.. i should take this advise, if i really don't like it then wait for the next chance look for a better one... and for the moment i should enjoy my current job... =)

Well... first day work there very surprising that i have own room which share with my head.... hahaha.... never though that i will own a room which won't be disturb by others..... but i really fed up with my own pc... after i updated the AVG anti virus heal a lot of viruses... my goodness and i totally can't even install the msn, yahoo messenger and also the skype... i almost crazy~ Luckily there still have an old old old old old version of hotmail messenger and i still manage to keep contact with my friends them....

my office is at 8th floor... im happy with it because this is one of my dream.... i ever wish that i can work in a company which my office is atleast at the 10th floor so that i can enjoy the scenery during the time i catch snake... today i try to look outside and wish that i can enjoy the scenery out there... too bad that nothing for me to see... i only can see another building which is taller than the building where i am... sweat isn't.... hahahaha.... all cover by building.... since when kuching become like this... my goodness.... should i be happy or sad?

tomorrow will be another fine day for me~ Plus oil SPC =)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

倒霉

倒霉事件1
吃到了由蟑螂的麻辣冬粉汤~ 恶心死了


倒霉事件2
还钱买戏票,看了一场折磨了自己1个半小时的恐怖杀人戏,在戏院里鬼叫,心一直的跟着剧情跑~


倒霉事件3
临睡前,关上了楼下的窗,不小心把一只壁虎给夹死了。。。(是那只壁虎比较倒霉吧!)

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

永不放弃

我很烦~

很讨厌~

很厌倦~


为什么??!!!!


我是不会那么容易放弃的!!!


因为我的思想够成熟。。。。。

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

生日快乐

happy b'day to myself.....
走过了24个年头。。。。希望越来越更好。。。。
加油吧!

Finally

终于。。。
我提上了辞呈。。。
在无声无息的办公室里。。。
静静的敲打了几行字。。。
现在的我心里很复杂。。。很错乱。。。
啊!!!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

am i chossing the right path

Is been a long time i didn't update my blog.... hahahaha.... just 1 word that's ---->> lazy recently i spend most of my time on HongKong and S'pore drama...hahahaha...

I received a call from Sarawak Chinese Chamber Association this morning...they said that they would like to recruit me as their assistant secretary...overall job role is helping them do minutes after meeting, plan and be part of their organizer crew for their event, attending some functions, assist the secretary, sometime need to deal with the government sector in applying something and so on...Actually i was quite interesting in (purple color tag). Cause firstly i really enjoy in planing event just like my current company, i enjoy helping my sales team plan their road show, helping their dealer's plan the warehouse sales. And secondly when there's meeting or any others function i might be will outstation... Ya~ i like to go there and here... Hahaha... even i know it will be quite tired and will only go to the small small area and is ok for me...i willing to try new thing...But the most i scared is i will assist the secretary will she bully me? hahahaha....

Ya what they had offer to me are better than my current company...of course including the pay larh...and furthermore the place are very very very near to my dad's shop and my house...so...Will i chossing the right path...i really don't know... Argh!!!!! *help me* now i feel a bit regret why i didn't choose a professional courses why i go and choose such a commerce course...make me headache...ish!!!

Guys who still in high school... think twice before u choose the commerce course...haiz....

How to tell my boss i wanna resign...Don't know how to face him...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day~

情人节快乐。。。

今年的我还是老样子将过一个没有情人的情人节。。。

祝愿大家,甜甜蜜蜜恩恩爱爱~

也祝我自己生日快了。。。

原来今天是我的华人生日。。。刚刚老妈给了我一封红包

又长大一岁了。。。 烦恼又增加了。。。

Monday, February 2, 2009

为何??!!! 简直是无言

我最近很倒霉。。。人家都说牛年行大运。。。而我??!!! 什么大运?霉运远离我就行了。。。

年初三,挂彩。。。鸡婆的我为了要拉冲出马路的朋友,自己没有顾自己的安全在大马路众多人的面前摔跤。。。糗死了。。。

年初五,白白送了二十令吉给人。。。气死我!!!都怪自己太过大头虾,park好了车,办好了银行的东西,取好了车,到后来才发现parking coupon 不知给我放到哪里。。。被罚二十令吉。。。搞到我自己无言。。。

同一天晚上,看完了电视节目。。。闲得无聊就想开电脑online online 一下。。。哪里知道~虾咪!!! 蓝蓝色的荧幕,白白色的字。。。老娘我看了头发发毛~ 听说是 HD D 死掉。。。我的照片。。。全都没了!!!听说要花好几百块换新的 HD D。。。 荷包又要出血了!!!!

年初七,晚上小毒小赌一下。。。想要赢回那二十令吉。。怎知。。。还是输了。。。还好见输就收手。。。不然。。。不只赔了本还要倒贴。。。

牛年啊牛年~ 今年是我的年啊!为何我竟会在开年的时候这么的惨??? 牛大爷,请关照关照一下我这位牛小姐吧。。。拜托!拜托!

妈!您确定您老人家已经帮我安太岁了吗?

Friday, January 16, 2009

Pissed Off!!!

i'm really pissed off today!!!! stupid dog if u wanna bark pls dun simply bark...i dun noe anything... pls go other places to bark ok... shit u~

Thursday, January 1, 2009

happy new year~~~

Happy Moo Moo year~ wow~~~~ 1stday of year 2009 hahahaha.... share with u guys last night count down pics @ soho~




Ys & Me




me & wt




HF & me




3 of us~ used to be SEGi (IBMS) college student~




3 of us~ traveling partner? Hahahaha....



Oh No~ i think she drunk~ coz she tried to kiss me~




meet with Ningly @ soho~ damn Happie~ Hahahaha...




Used to be hang out gals~ BUT it was thousands yrs ago edi~




actually i don't know this girl~ if not wrong her name is i still can't remember her name... hahaha @ mojo




those 3 except me are the clubbing queen~ hahahaha.... @ office


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don't know whether u guys realize 1 thing or not... i changed new hair style on dec'08 hahahaha... and dyed my hair... kekekekeke... still ok looking larh hor.... Hahahaha....