Friday, April 17, 2009

no one can help

i have a very hard feeling today... don't know why, my mood become down and down and down... something make me very worry i really don't know what i want.... No one can help.... not even me myself can help....

I feel like wanna scream or shout out loud loud!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SPC!!!! WHAT U REALLY WANT???!!!!!

i don't know...........................................................................................

Thursday, April 16, 2009

my 1st day

it's been such a long time didn't update my blog.... hahaha... is not that im very busy with my career.... is LAZY WORM always stop me to update my blog....

Today is my first day start my new job... i really don't know whether i really had make a right decision or not... BUT some one told me before "don't regret on any decision u had make...." Ya.. i should take this advise, if i really don't like it then wait for the next chance look for a better one... and for the moment i should enjoy my current job... =)

Well... first day work there very surprising that i have own room which share with my head.... hahaha.... never though that i will own a room which won't be disturb by others..... but i really fed up with my own pc... after i updated the AVG anti virus heal a lot of viruses... my goodness and i totally can't even install the msn, yahoo messenger and also the skype... i almost crazy~ Luckily there still have an old old old old old version of hotmail messenger and i still manage to keep contact with my friends them....

my office is at 8th floor... im happy with it because this is one of my dream.... i ever wish that i can work in a company which my office is atleast at the 10th floor so that i can enjoy the scenery during the time i catch snake... today i try to look outside and wish that i can enjoy the scenery out there... too bad that nothing for me to see... i only can see another building which is taller than the building where i am... sweat isn't.... hahahaha.... all cover by building.... since when kuching become like this... my goodness.... should i be happy or sad?

tomorrow will be another fine day for me~ Plus oil SPC =)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

倒霉

倒霉事件1
吃到了由蟑螂的麻辣冬粉汤~ 恶心死了


倒霉事件2
还钱买戏票,看了一场折磨了自己1个半小时的恐怖杀人戏,在戏院里鬼叫,心一直的跟着剧情跑~


倒霉事件3
临睡前,关上了楼下的窗,不小心把一只壁虎给夹死了。。。(是那只壁虎比较倒霉吧!)