busy day...

is a very very very busy day for me today...i reached my office early morning around 8.20am++ (my office hour is from 9am till 6pm)then start to do my work... i also don't know why these few days i have so many work to do...long time didn't feel that 10 working hours are not enough for me...hahaha... actually i like to spend my time doing a lot of work...it make me feels that i m not that useless can't do anything...and i do enjoy the busy day...hahaha...cause no need just sit at there doing nothing...surfing net also not...blogging also not...like don't know what exactly i should do... so if u ask me whether i prefer "eng eng bo shu zho" or busy like hell until dun have the time to eat...guess what?? aiyah no need to guess larh i still prefer busy like hell until dun have the time to eat...yeah...i like this kind of working life it fulfilled my life. Pls ya... next time give more works to me again lol...i can challenge myself in doing so much things in a time...none stop 1...hahahaha....

Ya... 2molo will be another busy day for me again...i think so gua...morning have to meet up sy at ci yun there then go to her house helping her doing the sandwich...after that we will go back to ci yun again cause we going to have our meeting thre at 11am... after the meeting, we will going to visit the old folk centre...back around 4pm (hopefully) then have to meet up bk at song kheng hai there for our short gathering...probably spend more than 1hour together there gua... then after that go back home liaw lol...a day...labor day...not a working day but it still become a busy day for me...hahahaha...hope the sandwich which we going to make tomorrow especially for the old ppl there will taste good for them...

生命 vs 遗憾

一个生命的结束是否也是另一个生命的开始呢？ 开始对生命越来越希奇。。。人一生下来，是舍么都没有。。。听过这样的一首歌“生不带来，死不带去”。最近，身边朋友的亲人都逐渐的离开，是一种流行吗？还是一种风潮？我们的人生，就好像一个过客，来到机场，只是短暂给我们停留的地方。。。一个来，一个回，但是也许我们错过了这班机，也许可以搭下一班的机。。但，我们的人生来说呢，也许你这次错过了某些东西，某些事情，你要挽回也许不这么的容易。。。

遗憾会带给我们很多的痛苦，
遗憾会带给我们很多的成长，
遗憾会带给我们很多的惋惜，
遗憾会带给我们很多的压抑，
遗憾会带给我们很多个如果，
遗憾会带给我们很多个早知道；

可想而知，我们的生命里，可有几次的遗憾，我们的生命里真的会让他出现这么多个如果，在知道吗？还是，我们一直都很享受遗憾所带来的痛苦，惋惜，压抑。。。

试着告诉自己，路是自己选的，路是自己走出来的，若不要再有遗憾，珍惜当下，把握未来，相信更好的总在前面等着我们。。。

Steamboat

last night, me, shirly, weena, weena's fren and yvonne went to food testing at 原味火锅 at BDC there... well the taukei Mr. Tim, is a nice guy....hahaha.... he treat 5 of us for dinner at his shop...thanks a lot to Mr. Tim first.

When me and shirly arrived there, first impression for us is...hmm... the atmosphere at there are not bad...they got build extension at outside as well...so it definitely can accommodate 60 ++ of our ppl there...hehehe...

when we go inside his shop, and we found that the place they use to stuff all the foods are very clean.... cleaner than H****** Steamboat...we try on their lamb, beef, chicken with difference sauce...and it's really taste good, their prawn also big enough and fresh enough even their crabs also...yvonne tried the fish by grilled it...all the foods there can consider fresh and clean and it's really fulfill what we want...we also had requested from them to supply more vegetarian because of there'll be 3 of our staff are vegetarian and the rest all are not...and Mrs. Tim also agreed that they will fulfill our needs and ask us no need to worry so much...

we finished our dinner there around 10pm and we thanks to him for the treat and asking him to reserve for us on that night....

so guys, who ever read my blog here go and try on the 原味火锅 is very cheap, RM18 for adult...and it is worth compare to others...

时间。。。

翻看了很多很多以前的照片。。。发现了时间比我们想象中还要跑得快。。。我们是在和时间赛跑呢还是时间在和我们比快。。。

原来。。。这几年，自己的变化也很大。。。从肥肥变到现在的还可以，从以前丑丑变到现在还可以。。。时间前进，也显示了人的成长。。。可是，有些东西却不会因为时间而改变。。。

看了自己和朋友，家人，同事们的照片。。。真的很想念以前大家一起的日子。。。天真无邪，只烦恼课业上的问题，其他的都不干我们的是。。。就像，以往的一篇文章，我曾经提到说人会随着时间而成长。。。时间也会是抹去我们的伤痕。。。很想念婆婆。。。真的真的很想念她。。。不管我做舍么东西，都会想到她。。。尤其是看到老妈的时候。。。也许，老妈的痛，伤心比我们还要来的多。。。她的坚强是我们难以想象得到的。。。第一次，失去这么亲的亲人。。。那个痛。。。那种伤心。。。那种思念。。。比以前我想象的还要来的不能适应。。。原来，它是那么的折磨人。。。

时间不留人。。。珍惜身边的每一个人。。。

试着学习惜福，惜缘。。。

i have to.....

I really hope and wish that all of what im doing now, or whatever in the planning or going to plan in the future will go smoothly... perhaps im too 天真 to think like this...if everything can go so smoothly how come we can learn from the experience...Or i should think like this it is not that easy to be a successful person...if you want to be then you have satisfied something to get into the success area...

i wondering do i step in a wrong way? pls don't make me feel like i does...i don't know why i just feel like im getting weaker and weaker...i need some one to support me...i should be trust my partner...if i don't trust my partner i don't know how to continue the journey with her...ya...i really do trust u...

Maybe from now on i have to change the way i act, i should have a brand new me...have to believe that there's always a wonderful tomorrow waiting for me...

YES!!!! Glad that today i still alive...how wonderful today is...

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yesterday night is our 1st time meeting for the leadership camp...glad that only 4 of the committees absent and the others all present... hahahaha...compare to our youth committee meeting is more more more good...hahaha...and it 's very easy for me to contact them come over to meeting...not like the youth meeting...so many excuses given by them...hahaha...what i wish is the committee that me and moni had chosen for this leadership camp will corp with each other very well and we can do the best...

tonight, will be our college gang gathering... what will be the hot topics for tonight?? i also don't noe... but what i believe is we have been not contact with each other since Melissa birthday, that is around 2 months ago...even during Melisa's birthday gathering we also didn't really spend a lot of time together juz not more than 2 hours i think...i don't know whether our relationship still can like before or not? will our relationships become a bit far from between each other? Time is the main killer...it will kills us during our boring/lonely and hard time and time also is the main counselor it will comfort us and make us recover after that... this is what i believe... but i really don't want the time become the friendship killer between us...perhaps we should get sheltox kill the main killer...hahahaha...

really can't wait for tonight gathering... miss u guys a lot...

how come?

i will be quite busy for the next coming 2months... there's few activities that i

wan to join....hahaha....

Firstly, i been forced to become a "chairlady" in a leadership camp, which im planing it now with moni, headache... about the committee list...is not easy for us to list it out, but when we finalize...some of them refuse to help us...my goodness just received xk de msg, he said u ppl can do it beta without my help...i now still like human walking without souls...my god...if he really can't make it then i have to find others ppl 2 replace him but then who lerh? and ap told me that he only will be back on the 1st of Jun and only can come on d 2nd day to help in the camp....i really speechless that time...what should i do? really don have any others whom can replace their pose...i really don't know whether i can stand for it or not...how come it'll like this....don't care about it anymore discuss with others committee during the meeting 2molo night...

Secondly, i been pointed become MC for our annual dinner night during somewhere around mid of May, well can i do it? i also don't know lucky my partner is Weena, and i believe that she have the experience more than me....now we 2 have to headache on what themes should we have on the annual dinner night, what type of games we should plan and so on so on and so on...the themes we might have are either celebrity dress or 60's or 70's wear...hahaha...we all think that 60's and 70's wears are more suitable and a bit fun... can see the ppl there how they dress up themselves...hahahaha...and we can play some oldies song and dance cha cha...tango? hahaha... who knows...can't wait for that annual dinner night coming...the most funny things are during the discussion with ys at msn i had told her about this themes...she's planing which saloon that can help her to make her hair become high high like d 60's and 70's and where to buy the dress osos... but she said she will borrow the dress from her mom wor....hahaha...will she....hahaha...

i hope that these 2 functions can ended up with a flying colors...am i day dreaming again?havent start just in the planing progress only lerh....hahaha....

2molo will be a better day for me....

槟城游一游 day 2 part 2

观光了一整个早上，我们提议来点不一样的冰。。。哈！哈！哈！神经吧？不成吃过冰吗？哈哈，因为天气的关系所以，kh 便介绍我们那里特别的冰。。。让你们开开眼界吧！


这是我们order的，我觉得应该叫水果屏盘吧！哈哈哈。。。原本我们还想一人叫一种口味来试试，还好没有，看就知道说很大碗吧！结果我们四人share 两碗。。。


这一盘就有点普通，就是我们这里的ABC 红豆冰没舍么两样，只是，他们加了冰淇泠，本人并没有试这一盘因为红豆是我的的最爱的反义词。

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冰也吃完了。。。因为我那可爱的朋友竟然把它的拖鞋给穿坏了，所以表哥和kh 就带我们到queensbay mall shopping...


看吧！这个小可爱振物寻她那新的真命“拖鞋”。。。kekekeke.....

其实那天我们到queensbay mall 只有两个目的：-

1。购买新的拖鞋
2。 购买2双战鞋

因为kh那天晚上会带我们去开开眼界，看看槟城的和古晋的夜生活由舍么不一样。。。哪里知道小可爱和所谓自己是樱桃小嘴的她竟然忘记带到他们的战鞋所以只好另外物色新的一双。。。哪里知道，不去还好，一去我们最先的目的地却是 skin food 品牌店。。。天啊！去那么多次的skin food, 我们还不曾破纪录，一次过盖完整张卡，并且免费附送我们四人四个相宽，一个保湿面膜和漂白脸膜。。。整场消费了高达马币600++ 相信我，我不是在夸张。。。哈哈连我到现在都不干相信。。。kekekeke....

逛了化妆店，我们就急急忙忙的找鞋店，好让我那小可爱和樱桃小嘴物色他们的战鞋。。。可惜啊！老天不作美。。。他们的战鞋是多么的难以选购。。。当中，我们还遇到了多个诱惑我们衣服店，更不用说的我们被骗取了一些些的现金。。。女人的钱真的是很好骗。。。但可喜的是，小可爱终于找到他那真命“拖鞋”。。。而且还是跟我选的拖鞋是一样的。。。不只为舍么，小可爱看上的或是我看上的都是他或我喜欢的。。。也许这就是所谓的物以类聚吧。。。嘻嘻。。。


可怜我那雪白的双脚。。。配上那么样的一双拖鞋。。。别担心，小可爱你已经找到了属于你的拖鞋了。。。


看吧！之前和之后差别可大了吧！

小可爱的拖鞋购成了。。。大家的肚子也开始很多重唱kh就带我们到龙的传人喂饱我们的肚子。。。


宾马甬怎么跑到里面来啦？？


漂亮的灯饰。。。好有过年的气氛。。。


在等待未上桌的美味佳肴时。。。是时候排点照留念留念。。


。。。。。。。


想念~美食~我的最爱。。。哈哈哈。。。。


说自己有张樱桃小嘴的贪吃婆。。。。哈哈哈。。。。


在这里，我们可以看到龙的传人满座满座。。。。还有我们的kh是多么的享受它的午餐。。。嘻嘻。。


人物介绍：-本人，小可爱，樱桃小嘴（说自己嘴巴小，还长到这么的大），野性的美。。。


美女与野兽。。。。


我们的专属司机。。。哈哈哈。。。。


突然间，多了一个陌生的面孔。。。哈哈。。。他是烧鸭。。。是我中学的死党。。。更巧的是原来烧鸭是小可爱的小学同学。。。我的天啊！古晋真的很小很小啊！（*请注意，吃过了午饭，所购买的东西已经是一罗罗了。。。。）


大美人与小美女的合影。。。哈哈哈。。。。猜猜谁最矮？猜中送樱桃小嘴的一个飞吻。。。哈哈哈。。


她真的好高喔。。。


四个女生的战利品。。。。哈哈哈。。。


可爱的pose...


淘气的pose


好正式的pose


我是在做舍么呢？


这是我们的skin food 保养品。。。


待续。。。

我的心在呐喊。。。

我心中在呐喊，你们可听见了吗？
我不懂说我还可以有多少的耐心。。。
还可以把这责任扛多久。。。
原来，我也有累的一天。。。
也许是我的意志不够吧。。。
还是是我自己把事情想得复杂。。。
不懂。。。也不明白。。。

我的心在呐喊。。。
他再告诉我说我的意志力要用完了。。。
有谁可否告诉我哪里可以找到可充电的意志力。。。
好让我的心又回到从前一样。。。

我的心在呐喊。。。
活动很多。。。
排得很满，我的私人生活空间都将快要被吞灭了。。。
若我不再把我所学到的传下去，只会让我变得更累。。。

我的心在呐喊。。。
他访佛告诉我说，不要把自己逼得太紧。。。
慢慢来，一步一步的来，才做得出好成绩。。。

我的心在呐喊。。。
他在不停的告诉我说，要朝向自己的目标发展去。。。
可是不能太急，根基打得好才有更好的未来。。。

我的心在呐喊。。。
他在不停的告诉我说，累了就停下来休息。。。
看看路边那美丽的风景。。。
欣赏一下不同的景物。。。
体会一下另类的人们。。。
休息好了。。。
看够了。。。
再接下去走。。。
我会体会到很多不一样的人与事物。。。。

希望我的心不要再呐喊了。。。。

槟城游一游 day 2 part 1

说真的，这次是我的第二次来到槟城。。。嘻！嘻！我第一次踏进这个槟岛那时只有10岁不到吧！可是令我印象深刻的就是那美味的猪肠粉。。。哇！这么多年了，我还是在想念他的味道。。。说真的，槟城的猪肠粉和古晋的一点都不一样，还是槟城的比较好吃（写到这里，我突然想到了我们的李小所作的小动作那就是把她的舌头伸出来又伸进去，贪吃婆旧书这样的啦）。。。

到了第二天，我的好表哥一早就来带我们享用美味的早餐。。。嘿嘿。。。槟城最出名的除了炒果条之外，点心也是非常的出名。。。表哥，带我们到大东茶餐厅，我们到了之后，我的天啊！很多人耶。。。找了位置，就坐下来。。。点了猪肠粉，糯米鸡，虾饺，烧米，炸饺子。。。还有很多我都不懂它的名称，像是舍么糕类的也有。。。。种子非常的好为就是了。。。


哪只这么长的手是我的表哥的。。。真人不露相。。。

早餐过后，表哥把我们带到了泰国庙，睡佛庙。。。单单这两间庙宇就花了我们整个上午的时间。。。



























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看吧！YS 的拖鞋竟然坏掉了。。。哈！哈！