100days...

Finally you left us for 100days already...haiz... 3 motnhs plus... ah ma how are u?? you got see us 2day?? we all went to ur grave there this morning... did u saw us?? hope u really do... if u really do then u will know that i had a new hair style which is short hair... this make me think of last time u will said....ya like this baru sui...your hair too long not good have to cut short a bit...ya... every time when there's a thing that happened will just reminded us about u... the things, words you had said u had done to us, like the pillow u make for daddy he still use it until now... and we all still remember that when u came over our house we all dun dare to let u go into our room cause for sure u will open our cabinet and mumbles us that didn't tidy up our clothes and for sure you will tidy for us...hahaha... this all are d sweet memories and make me feel like with u around us we're such very lucky and well being...

Really thanks for the sweet memories which you gave to us so many years...so many years... it's really the time for you to have a long long rest...i know i can't be that selfish want you always beside me...nothing is everlasting... and i know i really have to let go...i will always and always remember that i ever have such a good grandma in my life...and promise that whenever i miss you and there will always in a happy way not in a sad way...


Love ya always...

nothing is everlasting....

life's really so short...we really don't know what will happen in the next minutes or next seconds... Today when i reached home i heard a bad bad news from my eldest sis... she told us that our uncle (my dad's best fren) had just passed away because of accident...Gosh!!! i really can't believe it what would this happen... why this happen to such a good guy?? why the bad guys always the last to die... this world really cruel!!!!

and i really found out that nothing is everlasting... we have to learn more cares with people around us... learn how to appreciate everything.... and accept the truth...

I miss my grandma very much now... haiz... is raining over here...and the rain none stop... don't know where's my grandma now...how's her life now....good or not good??? Does she miss us also... i really missed the time which i have the chances to shout ah ma this word from my mouth...really i do...even i do called others female's old folk ah ma...but when i called them ah ma make me think of my own ah ma...I really hope that u are fine now in somewhere... miss u always....

Overall....

ya... is been quite a long time didn't update my blog... what am i doing recently?? hahaha...i really really busy true... din cheat... every time when i on my computer and log in to my dream space i really really want to write something about my life time... but i just lazy and tired even i on9 i just chat a while with my friend then went to bed...hehehe...this is me lazy lazy girl...

ok... think is time to refresh back my memory what i had done for the whole year 2007~~

Jan'07
nothing special... taking last subject for my degree course...


Feb'07
Celebrating ning, My dad's , ah lau and melissa birthday...
Rejected him visiting colleagues' house during Chinese New Year who knows went visiting with June hahaha...


Mar'07
Birthday drop on March... Unforgotten birthday...hehehe...
Shirly, Zhun Liang, Hui Meng, Angeline & SH's birthday


Apr'07
my devil sis birthday... nothing much special thing happen i guess....
SH broke with her bf....


May'07
changed new environment... from law company to industrial company....


Jun'07
Company trip to Sabah....


Jul'07
Fun trip with my dearest friend @ Genting & KL


Aug'07
Merdeka day.... bk's birthday....


Sep'07
Nothing much different....


Oct'07
VERY UNFORGOTTEN MONTH....
final exam...
Grandma's pass away... :(


Nov'07
BK's bf come over KCH... we accompany them go to Damai....
Shirly Ngiu get married... but i didn't attend her weeding dinner because my grandma's just passed away...
another UNFORGOTTEN month... Attending my Convo at KL...meet up with kie chiong and his friends....


Dec'07
Watched the golden compass... (Not that nice at all actually)
Watched Enchanted... (very nice)
Cont delayed due to some issue... being blamed by some one...cause they don't wanna to take the responsible... reality is like this...
become a commander in a camp... i had learned to become more responsibility...how to comfort/ good listener...
Christmas Eve dinner at Bla Bla Bla... Count Down at Grappa & Soho... at Soho i lost my bracelet which i bought at KL...
New Year Eve heavy rain at Kuching...no place for us to go...we went to Zen and had our beer bath there...


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Wish i have a more w0nderful year in 2008....