busy day...

is a very very very busy day for me today...i reached my office early morning around 8.20am++ (my office hour is from 9am till 6pm)then start to do my work... i also don't know why these few days i have so many work to do...long time didn't feel that 10 working hours are not enough for me...hahaha... actually i like to spend my time doing a lot of work...it make me feels that i m not that useless can't do anything...and i do enjoy the busy day...hahaha...cause no need just sit at there doing nothing...surfing net also not...blogging also not...like don't know what exactly i should do... so if u ask me whether i prefer "eng eng bo shu zho" or busy like hell until dun have the time to eat...guess what?? aiyah no need to guess larh i still prefer busy like hell until dun have the time to eat...yeah...i like this kind of working life it fulfilled my life. Pls ya... next time give more works to me again lol...i can challenge myself in doing so much things in a time...none stop 1...hahahaha....

Ya... 2molo will be another busy day for me again...i think so gua...morning have to meet up sy at ci yun there then go to her house helping her doing the sandwich...after that we will go back to ci yun again cause we going to have our meeting thre at 11am... after the meeting, we will going to visit the old folk centre...back around 4pm (hopefully) then have to meet up bk at song kheng hai there for our short gathering...probably spend more than 1hour together there gua... then after that go back home liaw lol...a day...labor day...not a working day but it still become a busy day for me...hahahaha...hope the sandwich which we going to make tomorrow especially for the old ppl there will taste good for them...

生命 vs 遗憾

一个生命的结束是否也是另一个生命的开始呢？ 开始对生命越来越希奇。。。人一生下来，是舍么都没有。。。听过这样的一首歌“生不带来，死不带去”。最近，身边朋友的亲人都逐渐的离开，是一种流行吗？还是一种风潮？我们的人生，就好像一个过客，来到机场，只是短暂给我们停留的地方。。。一个来，一个回，但是也许我们错过了这班机，也许可以搭下一班的机。。但，我们的人生来说呢，也许你这次错过了某些东西，某些事情，你要挽回也许不这么的容易。。。

遗憾会带给我们很多的痛苦，
遗憾会带给我们很多的成长，
遗憾会带给我们很多的惋惜，
遗憾会带给我们很多的压抑，
遗憾会带给我们很多个如果，
遗憾会带给我们很多个早知道；

可想而知，我们的生命里，可有几次的遗憾，我们的生命里真的会让他出现这么多个如果，在知道吗？还是，我们一直都很享受遗憾所带来的痛苦，惋惜，压抑。。。

试着告诉自己，路是自己选的，路是自己走出来的，若不要再有遗憾，珍惜当下，把握未来，相信更好的总在前面等着我们。。。

Steamboat

last night, me, shirly, weena, weena's fren and yvonne went to food testing at 原味火锅 at BDC there... well the taukei Mr. Tim, is a nice guy....hahaha.... he treat 5 of us for dinner at his shop...thanks a lot to Mr. Tim first.

When me and shirly arrived there, first impression for us is...hmm... the atmosphere at there are not bad...they got build extension at outside as well...so it definitely can accommodate 60 ++ of our ppl there...hehehe...

when we go inside his shop, and we found that the place they use to stuff all the foods are very clean.... cleaner than H****** Steamboat...we try on their lamb, beef, chicken with difference sauce...and it's really taste good, their prawn also big enough and fresh enough even their crabs also...yvonne tried the fish by grilled it...all the foods there can consider fresh and clean and it's really fulfill what we want...we also had requested from them to supply more vegetarian because of there'll be 3 of our staff are vegetarian and the rest all are not...and Mrs. Tim also agreed that they will fulfill our needs and ask us no need to worry so much...

we finished our dinner there around 10pm and we thanks to him for the treat and asking him to reserve for us on that night....

so guys, who ever read my blog here go and try on the 原味火锅 is very cheap, RM18 for adult...and it is worth compare to others...

时间。。。

翻看了很多很多以前的照片。。。发现了时间比我们想象中还要跑得快。。。我们是在和时间赛跑呢还是时间在和我们比快。。。

原来。。。这几年，自己的变化也很大。。。从肥肥变到现在的还可以，从以前丑丑变到现在还可以。。。时间前进，也显示了人的成长。。。可是，有些东西却不会因为时间而改变。。。

看了自己和朋友，家人，同事们的照片。。。真的很想念以前大家一起的日子。。。天真无邪，只烦恼课业上的问题，其他的都不干我们的是。。。就像，以往的一篇文章，我曾经提到说人会随着时间而成长。。。时间也会是抹去我们的伤痕。。。很想念婆婆。。。真的真的很想念她。。。不管我做舍么东西，都会想到她。。。尤其是看到老妈的时候。。。也许，老妈的痛，伤心比我们还要来的多。。。她的坚强是我们难以想象得到的。。。第一次，失去这么亲的亲人。。。那个痛。。。那种伤心。。。那种思念。。。比以前我想象的还要来的不能适应。。。原来，它是那么的折磨人。。。

时间不留人。。。珍惜身边的每一个人。。。

试着学习惜福，惜缘。。。

i have to.....

I really hope and wish that all of what im doing now, or whatever in the planning or going to plan in the future will go smoothly... perhaps im too 天真 to think like this...if everything can go so smoothly how come we can learn from the experience...Or i should think like this it is not that easy to be a successful person...if you want to be then you have satisfied something to get into the success area...

i wondering do i step in a wrong way? pls don't make me feel like i does...i don't know why i just feel like im getting weaker and weaker...i need some one to support me...i should be trust my partner...if i don't trust my partner i don't know how to continue the journey with her...ya...i really do trust u...

Maybe from now on i have to change the way i act, i should have a brand new me...have to believe that there's always a wonderful tomorrow waiting for me...

YES!!!! Glad that today i still alive...how wonderful today is...

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yesterday night is our 1st time meeting for the leadership camp...glad that only 4 of the committees absent and the others all present... hahahaha...compare to our youth committee meeting is more more more good...hahaha...and it 's very easy for me to contact them come over to meeting...not like the youth meeting...so many excuses given by them...hahaha...what i wish is the committee that me and moni had chosen for this leadership camp will corp with each other very well and we can do the best...

tonight, will be our college gang gathering... what will be the hot topics for tonight?? i also don't noe... but what i believe is we have been not contact with each other since Melissa birthday, that is around 2 months ago...even during Melisa's birthday gathering we also didn't really spend a lot of time together juz not more than 2 hours i think...i don't know whether our relationship still can like before or not? will our relationships become a bit far from between each other? Time is the main killer...it will kills us during our boring/lonely and hard time and time also is the main counselor it will comfort us and make us recover after that... this is what i believe... but i really don't want the time become the friendship killer between us...perhaps we should get sheltox kill the main killer...hahahaha...

really can't wait for tonight gathering... miss u guys a lot...

how come?

i will be quite busy for the next coming 2months... there's few activities that i

wan to join....hahaha....

Firstly, i been forced to become a "chairlady" in a leadership camp, which im planing it now with moni, headache... about the committee list...is not easy for us to list it out, but when we finalize...some of them refuse to help us...my goodness just received xk de msg, he said u ppl can do it beta without my help...i now still like human walking without souls...my god...if he really can't make it then i have to find others ppl 2 replace him but then who lerh? and ap told me that he only will be back on the 1st of Jun and only can come on d 2nd day to help in the camp....i really speechless that time...what should i do? really don have any others whom can replace their pose...i really don't know whether i can stand for it or not...how come it'll like this....don't care about it anymore discuss with others committee during the meeting 2molo night...

Secondly, i been pointed become MC for our annual dinner night during somewhere around mid of May, well can i do it? i also don't know lucky my partner is Weena, and i believe that she have the experience more than me....now we 2 have to headache on what themes should we have on the annual dinner night, what type of games we should plan and so on so on and so on...the themes we might have are either celebrity dress or 60's or 70's wear...hahaha...we all think that 60's and 70's wears are more suitable and a bit fun... can see the ppl there how they dress up themselves...hahahaha...and we can play some oldies song and dance cha cha...tango? hahaha... who knows...can't wait for that annual dinner night coming...the most funny things are during the discussion with ys at msn i had told her about this themes...she's planing which saloon that can help her to make her hair become high high like d 60's and 70's and where to buy the dress osos... but she said she will borrow the dress from her mom wor....hahaha...will she....hahaha...

i hope that these 2 functions can ended up with a flying colors...am i day dreaming again?havent start just in the planing progress only lerh....hahaha....

2molo will be a better day for me....