Friday, April 17, 2009

no one can help

i have a very hard feeling today... don't know why, my mood become down and down and down... something make me very worry i really don't know what i want.... No one can help.... not even me myself can help....

I feel like wanna scream or shout out loud loud!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SPC!!!! WHAT U REALLY WANT???!!!!!

i don't know...........................................................................................

Thursday, April 16, 2009

my 1st day

it's been such a long time didn't update my blog.... hahaha... is not that im very busy with my career.... is LAZY WORM always stop me to update my blog....

Today is my first day start my new job... i really don't know whether i really had make a right decision or not... BUT some one told me before "don't regret on any decision u had make...." Ya.. i should take this advise, if i really don't like it then wait for the next chance look for a better one... and for the moment i should enjoy my current job... =)

Well... first day work there very surprising that i have own room which share with my head.... hahaha.... never though that i will own a room which won't be disturb by others..... but i really fed up with my own pc... after i updated the AVG anti virus heal a lot of viruses... my goodness and i totally can't even install the msn, yahoo messenger and also the skype... i almost crazy~ Luckily there still have an old old old old old version of hotmail messenger and i still manage to keep contact with my friends them....

my office is at 8th floor... im happy with it because this is one of my dream.... i ever wish that i can work in a company which my office is atleast at the 10th floor so that i can enjoy the scenery during the time i catch snake... today i try to look outside and wish that i can enjoy the scenery out there... too bad that nothing for me to see... i only can see another building which is taller than the building where i am... sweat isn't.... hahahaha.... all cover by building.... since when kuching become like this... my goodness.... should i be happy or sad?

tomorrow will be another fine day for me~ Plus oil SPC =)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

倒霉

倒霉事件1
吃到了由蟑螂的麻辣冬粉汤~ 恶心死了


倒霉事件2
还钱买戏票,看了一场折磨了自己1个半小时的恐怖杀人戏,在戏院里鬼叫,心一直的跟着剧情跑~


倒霉事件3
临睡前,关上了楼下的窗,不小心把一只壁虎给夹死了。。。(是那只壁虎比较倒霉吧!)

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

永不放弃

我很烦~

很讨厌~

很厌倦~


为什么??!!!!


我是不会那么容易放弃的!!!


因为我的思想够成熟。。。。。

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

生日快乐

happy b'day to myself.....
走过了24个年头。。。。希望越来越更好。。。。
加油吧!

Finally

终于。。。
我提上了辞呈。。。
在无声无息的办公室里。。。
静静的敲打了几行字。。。
现在的我心里很复杂。。。很错乱。。。
啊!!!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

am i chossing the right path

Is been a long time i didn't update my blog.... hahahaha.... just 1 word that's ---->> lazy recently i spend most of my time on HongKong and S'pore drama...hahahaha...

I received a call from Sarawak Chinese Chamber Association this morning...they said that they would like to recruit me as their assistant secretary...overall job role is helping them do minutes after meeting, plan and be part of their organizer crew for their event, attending some functions, assist the secretary, sometime need to deal with the government sector in applying something and so on...Actually i was quite interesting in (purple color tag). Cause firstly i really enjoy in planing event just like my current company, i enjoy helping my sales team plan their road show, helping their dealer's plan the warehouse sales. And secondly when there's meeting or any others function i might be will outstation... Ya~ i like to go there and here... Hahaha... even i know it will be quite tired and will only go to the small small area and is ok for me...i willing to try new thing...But the most i scared is i will assist the secretary will she bully me? hahahaha....

Ya what they had offer to me are better than my current company...of course including the pay larh...and furthermore the place are very very very near to my dad's shop and my house...so...Will i chossing the right path...i really don't know... Argh!!!!! *help me* now i feel a bit regret why i didn't choose a professional courses why i go and choose such a commerce course...make me headache...ish!!!

Guys who still in high school... think twice before u choose the commerce course...haiz....

How to tell my boss i wanna resign...Don't know how to face him...