another new week...

yes is another new week came across.... yesterday just back from damai trip... although is not consider totally fun at all but at least i have the chance to fresh up my mind which i no need sit in front of the computer doing the stupid work again.... hahaha.... well actually i am not that workaholic at all is that i want to improve my standard cause i think that i am so lousy at all and can't compare with my colleagues... hehehehe...yes this is me kiasu and i admit it as well...hahaha...

meet with Bk's new bf...before we really meet and saw Bk's new bf for us he seems like "da nan ren" and a bit difficult for us to be friend with him... BUT for these passed 2days...the impression he gave to me is he can consider as friendly this is because he automatically great with us and talk with us although the time we all spend together are not that long but i think he can consider as OK larh not so bad as what we though...SH lost her jacket on the way we walked to our chalet yesterday...she try and try to find it but failed, and we also inform the receptionist is there any one pass them a jacket but the results is NO... yesterday night i asked her why she so kin teo about the jacket she said the jacket is very meaningful to her and she seems so sad to lost it... i asked her can tell the story about the jacket she said is P&C can't tell me...if she can't let go the jacket means that she can't let go of something which is important for her....

today is the 2nd week SH work as salesperson in my company...i dun know whether did she blame me or not...i know that is not that easy for a girl to become a salesperson but she told me that she want to try it and seems like a bit fun... but after 1 week trying she seems like tired and not satisfy with all the just called our company sales team's pr0cedure...yvonne asked me to comfort her and encourage her cause this is only her 1st week she still need some time to get use in this new environment which is totally different with her last job as office lady...well i hope that she can do it of course and do better than those salesperson in my company....

next week YS turn coming in my company joining the service department...will she satisfy?? i think sure she will have a lots of complain...hahahaha... want her to satisfy??? not that easy... how about me?? joining this company almost 1/2 years liaw...did i satisfy with them?? not at all... i just want to learn as much as i can and plan for further aim higher...

wish me and my friends good luck...

do nothing to less down too over...

Damn!!! bad mood bad mood bad mood... am i done something wrong??? am i really too over till my own work/ job position??? i don't know why he did think of me like this?? if this is what he wish then i won't talk much and do much which for him is too over... and i never say that i am very smart and clever at all!!! cause i know that it couldn't be!!!! it is impossible to used the smart/clever words towards me.... i know my standard until where... i never trying to tell others people that i am so smart!!!! i learn... i learn from others people how they do it learn from their goods but ignore their bad... how come this will happen to me?? i can consider as very silent/quiet person in the office already what else you want me to do??? shut up and do the work only?? if there's any idea just keep quiet don't say it out??? what do you mean i am acting like a boss???? when??? !!!! I don't expect you to like me as i don't like your show off attitude as well but i still respect you as a senior.... and i never show any unrespect attitude towards you all... what do you mean Steven will feel unhappy with the mail i sent it out if he saw it??? i already send to him but he seems nothing at all... All this bull shit things only u the one say it out... what u expect me to do???

such a small world

what a small world... i though both of us wouldn't have the chance to meet anymore... furthermore i already left there although i know that he will be back...BUT i still meet him... GOD... you really threat me so good lerh isn't it i have to thank you for giving me such a good opportunity to meet him back... hehehe...

i am very very very sure he saw me... but i not sure whether he know that i saw him also?? haha.. i think he know i saw him also lol just pretending didn't saw him nia... I though BK won't recognize him anymore...who knows when she arrived and sat beside me... she already saw him and asked me whether did i know or not... i told her just pretend u don't know and didn't saw anything...whole afternoon BK saw him always "bio" at our table and told me that she feels like wanna go over his table and hit him... she asked me why i seems like nothing happened...i just smile at her ... well i also don't know what type of respond should i have... but at the moment i saw him i just feel nothing... i though i will be very sad but totally not at all... seems like i doesn't care about it anymore.... hahahaha.... seems he had back to kuching and i pls god don't always let me meet with him so often.... if possible better don't larh hor....

SicK...

Damn... sick for almost 1 week liaw still yet recover at all... flue,cough,no voice...all come in together...my god when people outside there offering their products also didn't offer buy 1 free 2... how come sick come this 1 then the 2nd and 3rd also all come in together...*Peng* please larh fast fast recover liaw if not next week when i go to damai there i can't eat delicious delicious sea food with my frends them lerh....i want eat crab, prawn, teck tang, sotong, what else what else hor... hmm... all the nice nice food i want to eat... CAN"T WAIT TO GO THERE....

Start from next week... SH will be working with me... be my colleague hehehe... but she work as Sales person... hmm... don't know whether she can handle it or not... cause is not that easy to become a sales person...ESPECIALLY for a GIRL...you know why cause our sales person ESPECIALLY GUY will LOOK DOWN on GIRL... haiz... hope she can handle it and beat down the bad sales men... plus oil SH... i will support!!!

last ang pow

2day is my ah ma first seven day... wake up early in the morning although i feeling not well but still followed my families went to my grandma's grave... cause heard from my mom this is their Hokkien's traditional on the first seven day must go to the grave and of course have to buy some foods, fresh flowers for the person who just passed away... after that we went to Tze yun again... and at night must go there to pray also... but my mom ask me don't go because i lost my voice and flue again...go there also can't pray...will keep coughing only...

well they just arrived home and my dad suddenly gave us angpow...my parents said is my ah ma want to give it to us one as the Chinese New Year ang pow for 3 yrs...when i received it from my dad, i just feel like unbelievable... i still remember that i ever watched indian's movie called "Kabi kushi kabi khan" ( i don't know how to spell it) in this movie there's a scene saying that the mother know that she will die after give birth...so she started to write 18 letters for her little baby as her birthday present until her 18yrs old birthday... so the first few years her dad will read the letter for her...after the baby girl know how to read and write... then she starting to read the letter by her own early morning during her birthday.... the ang pow my grandma gave to us make me think of this drama... the ang pow she gave us is for 3yrs.... after 3yrs no more ang pow from her...

ah ma...i will keep this last ang pow with me forever....miss u...

再见了...

10月23日阿麻离开了我们。。。对我来说是今年最难忘的日子。。。那天她最终还是离开了我们，她到了一个很遥远的地方。。。很想念她。。。真的真的很想念她。。。更舍不得她。。。脑袋里都是她的倩影。。。难以忘记她那慈祥的笑容。。。 体贴的她总把我们照顾的无微不至。。。

离别真的让人感到伤悲。。。但离别使得她解脱一切的苦这也何尝不是件好事。。。虽然舍不得但也是要放手。。。阿麻。。。我真的很想你。。。每次去探望你时你都会和我们聊天...好笑的是每次我们知道要去探望你都不敢穿短裙/裤。。。因为你都会对着我们说：“穿长一点的比较美。。。”每一次的再见。。。你都会叫我们再来。。。可是那天的再见却没有机会听到你对我们说下次再来。。。也没有机会听见你向我投诉说我每次答应你过几天来探望你怎知是一个星期后。。。其实，我知道每一次的再见，是你对我们的不舍。。。每一次的再见你都害怕没有下一次。。。几个月前。。。老妈要我们探望你后悄悄的回不要和你说一声。。。因为她知道我们走后你又在房间那里哭了起来。。。

我从没想过你真的会离开我们。。。也没想到这么多的再见却真的没有机会再见。。。那一天。。。在你的耳旁对你说一声“麻，我走了，再见。。。” 无法张开双眼的你没有回答我。。那时真的很想念以前的你一边拉着我的手。。一边对我说：“还要再来喔。。记得还要再来。。。” 没想到那会是最后一次对你说再见。。。

希望在天国的你也一样过得很好。。。永远活在怀念中。。。

TaDa~~~

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